I basically abandoned this blog. It wasn’t a conscious decision; it just happened day by day. I work 9 hours a day plus 2 commute hours, plus the extra hour it takes me to get ready to go to the office. When I arrive home I’m almost totally depleted of will and energy, and little by little I lost the routine of writing on my computer.

I will try to go back to what used to make me happy: making music and playing with this blog. I remember some years ago I really saw myself as a full-stack creative. Someone who plays with all modern expression tools, including the most avant-garde of them. Now I think of myself as just another office worker.

I really like my job. I’m really good at it and I’m respected by my colleagues, but I, and probably everybody else, know that I can do much more than what my job requires. I’ve applied for another position at my current company and the manager who interviewed me was confused as to why I was still at their company and not somewhere else. The truth is, my current company pays enough to pay the bills, but maybe this was a sign to be more ambitious.